Just me and all about me

2008-09-03T00:50:00.000-07:00

"I'd Rather" - Luther Vandross

I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone (alone)
and I tried to find
out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just fine
we wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection built on lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine,

I'd rather have bad times with (please be mine) you,
than good times with someone else (I know)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (anytime),
than safe and warm by myself (so sure baby)
I'd rather have hard times to gether,
than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart (my heart)

I'd rather have bad times with you (surely),
than good times with someone else (surely)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (oh yeah),
than safe and warm by myself (all by myself)
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart (you know it)
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoooo.....who holds my heart

2008-08-11T20:13:00.001-07:00

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours

*scat*

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours

so please don't, please don't, please don't,
there's no need to complicate,
Cause our time is short
This, this, this is our fate,
I'm yours

*scat*

This is for you!

2008-08-02T17:19:00.000-07:00

I wonder where you where
I wonder what your thinking about tonight
I wonder
Maybe your alone
Maybe you’ve been crying just like me
I wonder
I don’t know why I lost your touch
Maybe I wanted to be loved too much

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me

It’s been a rainy afternoon
Now I’m staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

I told you every day
I told you every night in every way
I love you

Maybe you got scared
Maybe I have nothing else to say
But I love you
So baby now my life’s a mess
Cause i’m
Cos I couldn’t love you any less

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me

It’s been a rainy afternoon
Now I’m staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

Too soon
It’s not right
It’s not fair
It’s in you baby cuts like a knife
What if you were the love of my life

Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious, too soon
I wanted you to love me

We got too serious to soon
I wanted to be there for you like no one else before
Too serious too soon
I wanted you too love me

It’s been a rainy afternoon
Now I’m staring at the moon
Thinking we got too serious, too soon

2008-08-01T00:00:00.000-07:00

Girl he never understood what you were worth, hmm no
And he never took the time to make it work
(You deserve more loving, girl)
Baby I'm the kind of man who shows concern, yes I do, oh

It's a roller-coaster ride, it really was. But you've flew off the ride. It's me alone now.

2008-07-31T00:00:00.000-07:00

Yes, I love you (:

2008-07-30T22:27:00.000-07:00

Back after so long! Took a vacation [from blogging] (:

Well life has just started to become rather hectic: Working and studying at the same time but I enjoy my both worlds! It's not as touch as what people would think it to be, just have to handle it well I guess. Cheers to those working and studying simultaneously too!

I'm happy today: Got an A for marketing project. Now can aim for at least a B for it. Better buck up for the rest too. Tomorrow's Excel presentation. I wouldn't say it's gonna be that tough, at least that is what I feel. Q&A might be the only killer I suppose :X

Shall just leave me welcoming back post to this long!

-It's hard to answer! But I love you cause you love me too! <3

2008-06-24T01:27:00.000-07:00

School's not too bad these days? Hahaha. I just had to add the question mark (:

Gotten back our accounting results back; Would say it's a bad grade but then on the other hand, there's more to be done.

New phone now but it's bought with guilt, according to royson. Hahaha. It's kinda bulky but who gives a shit, it's nniiccee (:

3 more projects to be done so till then. It seems that my whole holiday is all about meeting to do projects, where by we still had to do last minute work man. And. More projects will be on their way to us. So yeah, dead shit.

I picked some verses from the song Lollipop (:

Safe sex is great sex
Better wear a latex
Cuz you dont want that late text
that "I think I'm late" text

Great eh? XD

-Till I see you again, EC (:

2008-06-19T23:34:00.000-07:00

How my day started off;

I'm not sure how I should put it but well, we brought our maid down to have lunch [her last meal with us, without her knowing] then off we went to the maid agency. It's not that we ain't compassionate people, well, just put yourself in our shoes and you'll know, so yeah. Somehow when we reached the agency, she didn't react badly to it, even when being questioned about the "affair". Hahaha. It was hilarious how the agent questioned her man but we all agreed that we pitied her and at the same time found her really stupid. We left her there and that's it, no more. And. We found ourselves another maid: She's really funny (:

Sorry girls for being so late, had to handle certain stuff.
Went to meet my economics group but was 1 hour late ): We found information and question 1 is almost done? Hahaha.

Long day tomorrow: Statistic's project
We had better and must finish it tomorrow :X

-I still miss you <3
And. Guess what, you'll be back tomorrow!

2008-06-18T23:03:00.000-07:00

Quite a jam-packed day for me man (:

Started off with gym-ing with royson and his friends at Bishan gym like at 1pm. Whacked hard today but not really aching. Reason for whacking today: Buffet at night, Novetel (:

Principal giving a treat so as to congratulate us of our individual effort towards Catholic High 4 years consecutive championship. And so yeah. Dinner buffet at Novetel XD But in the end, only Mr chew came. Coach & principal had some other stuff to attend to and couldn't make it but as long as there's someone to foot the bill, it's good enough? HAHAHHA.

Met the guys at 6pm at Clarke Quay and off we went and man were we bloated. Buffet was worth the price I guess. The cold dishes were fresh, which was great (: And the day ended off with drinking at Home Club; Cheap Asahi beer at $5.

I can't understand why certain maids are so fuckingly S.T.U.P.I.D.
You are so gonna get it in the morning!

-I miss you <3

2008-06-17T23:59:00.000-07:00

Holidays are ending, feeling neutral about.

None of my holiday assignments are done yet, still not freaking out but it ain't a good sign I guess. Hahaha. Better start doing ben!

Assignment Chart-list
1. Statistic project
2. Effective Writing
3. Marketing project
4. Economic project

There you have it ):

You've been gone for 2 days, have been thinking about it... And I'm still lost at what to do but I'll think about till you come back? Hahaha. You might make sense but somehow I'm quite reluctant to do so. Maybe I've not seen the light yet? Whatever the case might be, I'm still in a dilemma state if you should know.

;Dilemma

2008-06-16T02:10:00.000-07:00

Class outing day = disaster ):
But no matter what, friends are <3

Well, vivocity at 12pm [supposedly] but then yeah, late for some including me! HAHAHA. Then we went Carl's Junior for lunch. It's actually quite expensive, at least for me luh, though I feel it's quite worth the money. WTF, contradicting myself. And. Since we couldn't do much at vivo due to untimely timings of The Incredible Hulk, we went to ceineleisure to catch it. For the movie, I would rate it like maybe 3.5 to 4 stars, I can't decide how much to give so I gave a range. But it's definitely not a must watch (: Had dinner at Food Republic once again and dessert at Billy Bombers outlet. After which I went to meet cassie (:

Dilemma & sadness; Love?

FM Static: Tonight
I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I sing,
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

2008-06-14T01:04:00.000-07:00

): A very unproductive day today cause I ended up sleeping when I was supposed to do my work. Man... Have to stop being a sleepyhead if not I'm sure ducky is gonna slap me for real! Hahahaha!

Well, I slept till 530pm then went to meet cassie at Shaw for dinner but we walked a fair bit before we settled down at Food Republic. We were like walking aimlessly before we stepped into FR but then it was too crowded so we decided to look at earphones for cassie first so off we went to Wheelock but couldn't find any suitable ones, so we went to FR again and we found seats (:
Earphones [my favourite colour] were found after dinner and we left town!

I swear I feel so lost in town today man.

I enjoyed myself today, thoroughly (:

L-O-V-E-L-Y evening I have to say <3

Star King #44 - Boy dancing Tell Me, Girls Generation (en)

2008-06-13T10:54:00.001-07:00

2008-06-13T02:53:00.000-07:00

Went to do my projects as usual today at Cathay again ):

Singapore is seriously really small! I met like 5 people whom I knew when I was at Starbucks. Like when I turn my head to look out, I'll see my friend passing by then I'll go say hi or something. Today wasn't as productive but at least we're progressing smoothly. Just few more days and we should be able to finish the projects, hopefully if nothing goes wrong which it better not! Let the countdown begin man XD

Holidays are making me feel weird man, now I feel as if there's something missing in me. Could it be school? HAHAHAHA. I'm not too sure myself, I think I'm weird :X But still I'm loving the holidays cause I've been going out everyday with my friends.

-I think it's only a matter of time before you capture my heart (:
P.S I've moved on

2008-06-09T09:01:00.000-07:00

Today's a very long day for me man: Had statistics lecture from 10 to 12 and after which I went out for lunch with my clique and then went to meet my secondary school buddies for dinner and chill-out till like 1030pm! Long huh? But who cares, I enjoyed myself lots (: Friends are love!

I want to get an iTouch but I'm like so darn broke! ):
Wanted to work but daddy asked me to stay at home and study, he said he would give me $! But I won't feel as accomplished. Oh well, shall just listen to him? HAHAHA.

-Love my retro phone <3

2008-06-08T01:20:00.000-07:00

Haven't been studying cause mind is still on vacation! I have 3 assignments to do over this really short break but I still have to get them completed by the time school starts. Hopefully I won't have to do last minute work! -Crosses fingers (:

And. Here are the photos like I said I would cassie! So. For this, you've to go on a "date" with me, muahaha! Till then then~ our "date" XD

Jacq, Ivy, Me and John (:
Me, Nan and Kenneth (:
Me and Nan
First class outing, not really the entire class XD
1st Class outing (:
There you have it, the smart us! :D
Jacq, Nan, Royson, Me and Ivy (:
Smart us!
(:
My clique <3

2008-06-06T23:05:00.000-07:00

It's the last day of school and I'm not exactly feeling all happy about it. Weird eh? Haha. Maybe due to the reason that this holiday may not actually be a real holiday for us to enjoy: Loaded with a couple of projects! More to come by anyway, welcome to poly life...

Gonna make full use of this short break nevertheless, so let's get started with work soon and soon I mean (:

Dad is back home like yesterday and well, I can tell he is certainly happy to be back:Family!

Man, I've so much to think about.
But.
I don't want to, doesn't serve much of a point.

Life is certainly fragile, but if I were to leave one day, I hope I would be thought of [Damn random]

-MU

2008-06-03T00:27:00.000-07:00

I guess today isn't a very good day. Well to start with, there was accountings ICA and after which dad had an accident.

Accountings ICA: Thought it was gonna be a killer for me as I haven't exactly been a diligent student in doing all my tutorials but thank god it wasn't as difficult as I imagine it to be. Hopefully I would do well for it and good luck to all who had taken it as well, LUCKS (:

Dad's accident: Today's the opening day of the economic rice stall: Joint venture by my dad and his so called bros. However things didn't turn out well for my dad as he broke his wrist when he slipped and fell in the toilet. Right now as I'm blogging, he is still in the hospital with mummy. An operation is needed so a night at the hospital... What's a chef without his hands! Furthermore it's his dominant hand's wrist he broke. Initially, he took one week off to be at the stall as he wants to get it up and going smoothly but looks like he would have to take a few more weeks of leave to recuperate. No matter what, get well soon daddy!

Long day tomorrow, ciao!

-Still confused but I guess it's the right thing to do so and so I will...

2008-06-02T00:14:00.000-07:00

I think love is certainly making a fool out of me, or maybe I am a fool? Hahaha.

Well, the thing now is actually kinda simple: To move or not to move

I had very much wanted to blog about many things but somehow when I'm right here, all of my thoughts doesn't flow out naturally. It's not studies that bother me much [not that I don't give a shit about my studies but it's still manageable] but there are other issues which troubles me more for example, love life.

I don't feel like typing tonight, so cutting short everything.

-Never knew you were still in there;

2008-05-22T01:24:00.000-07:00

Wednesday: Earlier dismissal time of the week!

But had to stay back for Inter-SBM Basketball 3on3. Overall, I think we did pretty well considering the fact that there were many better teams around. Issues surrounding the event and players, well, shan't go into this as it would take some time to do so. Haha. [I'm just surprised at how you wanted to do play it, spoil the game]

I'm so shagged now, there's kayak tomorrow and I'm still considering if I should go for it. The thing is I kinda sprained my ankle and upper body still in aches thanks to Mr Kunnymon -.- So I'm gonna suffer in training, maybe I should just excuse myself just for this training (:

2008-01-25T13:13:00.000-08:00

L1R5:18
L1R4:14

I know it ain't a very good score to start with but who cares... I know I've done my best and most of all I know I didn't let myself down. Perhaps I only regretted not studying and getting my foundations right and stable few years back but too late for all these eh? Hahaha. I'm not very bothered about what people think of my score. I've came a long way from 40 for L1R5 till where I am today. It's already considered an achievement for myself. I'm satisfied. Well, this doesn't mark where we would stand in the future. It's just an indicator,only. Just look forward, as this is merely the first obstacle in our lives and it's already done and over with, so just take it in your stride and move on! We've got much more to worry about in the future (:

Guess I'm happy and satisfied but I'll strive and make my mark, somehow...somewhere. One day you'll see! From 40 to 18, I've already made my mark for my own record.

Good luck to all of my friends in your future endeavours and don't/never forget about those times we shared togetheras a class: studying, playing funny-games in the classrooms and cheering each other on during competitions.

Now we've graduated, really graduated and out of the school already, kinda missed those days....

2008-01-09T08:21:00.000-08:00

Today's been great! Cause there's class gathering [Not really a class though], hahaha. Dine in at HK cafe at Cine. It ain't the food we enjoyed, it's the chit-chat, the games we shared and the experiences we/they had in JC. It's heart-warming really, somehow. Seeing them enjoying makes me glad! Hahaha, ain't bullshit!

I don't dare to say hello to this girl at my office ): She's always giving me the emotional facial expressions, which made me kinda afraid of her. Well, I will do it someday, get to know her. Bit by bit! I'm rather glad that i'm closer to my colleagues already, not only that closer to everyone except her [named her ice princess, HAHAHA] and some of the aunties in her department! Tomorrow, i'll try once more!

Got to go, work again!

Love all my classmates [well not all]!

Meet you guys again!

2008-01-07T00:44:00.000-08:00

I realised I'm getting increasingly less consistent with blogging, sorry people.

Hope everyone's having a splendid time at JC, though I know some who are definitely not having fun. Well, cheer up and hang on cause it's gonna end soon yeah? Hahaha. As for me, I'm still working and being school-less, out there earning money so as to pass my time well. I've to start saving money too, spending them kinda fast ): Guess life's like that, make some, lose some.

Been too busy to go out with you guys already but don't forget bout me. Went to JB on saturday for a dental check-up and I've to extract 2 of my wisdom tooth soon. Know how much that will cost and hurt? Hahahhaa. I'm screwed. Hate extractions... But have to cause if not, they would mess my teeth up. Don't wanna brace again.

Went out with friends earlier on for dinner and made a new friend (:
She's fine, nice I guess? Good impression so far luh. Hahaha.

Have work tomorrow, ciao~

BIRTHDAY COMING SOON!

2007-12-31T10:45:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!

I spent the new year at PARISS: Treat from the bosses, as they are my daddy's good friends. Partied there till the fireworks went off, foam spraying as well... Wasn't as fun as last two christmas ago though, when friends were together without any "distractions". It was the first and probably the last time I guess.

Going home was a disaster: There were tons of people and it was totally difficult to move. Not that I'm being racist or something kay, but sometimes, I really wonder if those Indians do have brains. They just keep pushing and banging trying to move on and when we're unable to move on due to the cordoning off of the area, they still keep banging and pushing till the extent of not even giving way to others so that EVERYONE can move smoothly without hitting those barriers.

2008 New year resolutions: Study hard, play hard and not regretting anything I do. I want to have more luck to prosper too luh! Hahaha.

Arsenal rocks!

Quote: It’s a future we’re gonna build for ourselves with our very own hands and no one’s gonna give it to us.

2007-12-23T16:44:00.000-08:00

And here I am blogging because of Teng wei... Not gonna put handsome, hahaha. I've just been really busy lately and after I'm done with my stuff, I'm too tired to blog and even to the extend of not even switching on my com. But I've been playing winning eleven 8 every night though (:

It's already X'mas eve and thankfully I've finished baking at the last hour, so that I can give cookies out today but I've to apologise to Leo for not baking with him, too busy... Not everyone will get cookies from me, can't expect me to bake for everyone with just a day ):

I NEED LUCK, SERIOUSLY NEED IT. DAMN IT!

I don't know what to do with friends sometimes, after all we had shared a wonderful time together but drifted due to certain issues, and find that I'm always getting backstabbed [hurts]

Shall just end off here luh. Merry Christmas to everyone of you out there! XD

No quote today.

2007-12-15T22:00:00.000-08:00

I just found out something which I probably wasn't supposed to know but I did. Thanks for wonderfully backstabbing me and others, so well that we didn't know it was you who was behind most if not all of the things. Damn it...

I know friends are important in our lives but when friends becomes not a friend to you anymore, would you drift from them or just continue being superficial friends with them? Sometimes I just don't wanna know you at all but at least you let me know how cruel the world is. Come to think of it, the closer we get, the more things I've lost.. Just damn it all.

I choose friends, I know it ain't very good for me to say this but yeah. This is reality.

Quote-What’s the point of being at the mercy of other people

2007-12-12T23:59:00.000-08:00

Is is advisable to fall in love and then lose control over oneself, in terms of actions and behaviour and to the extent of losing friends whom were so close to you? Not refering to anyone, it's just that I've been thinking about it. Cause I've been making new friends and when they ask if I was attached, the first thing that comes to mind is- Should I go into one now? Am I at the right stage to get into one? I think a lot huh! It's because when I used to be in a relationship, there are times where I wish I was single, having the freedom to do what I want, having no one to restrict me, controlling me. But now, I miss those days when I was attached, ironic isn't it? Hahaha. Well, just let nature take it's own course for it's the right thing to do (:

Stupid game, waited for the download to finish but can't play. Sigh. Think I'll modify it luh. So I can play Football manager 2008 in my PSP, FM is love!

The korean drama at 10pm on channel U isn't too bad, shall continue watching it (:
Not like I spend many hours on the television, used to for the channel 8 show but it ended already. Now, it's this korean drama, so 1 hour of TV for me everyday only, not very addicted to the TV if you can see.

Another quote:

The only thing that really matters is what you can see with your own eyes. What hope do you have if you turn away from that, what can you hope to achieve without facing the cold hard truth.

2007-12-11T00:26:00.000-08:00

I know I'm fat and I'm working on it already kay. Just you all watch and see!

Drowsiness effects of the medicine taking place, gonna sleep now. Joining the rest for soccer (: Applied half-day leave for soccer and clearing lockers.

This entry is rather incomplete ):

Another quote-

It takes one to learn how to live, dying is easy...

Family is love!

Rare individual shot.

Mrs Loh (:

Class is another love!

Rock on yeah?

Cool pose! Good skills by the photographer [Me]

Beloved form teacher, Mrs Yap <3

Huge contrast?

Sexaaay!

Friends since primary 4!

Ownageee!

Ben & neb! Something like M&N!

Huggables <3

The 2-pose!

I look huge, almost 1/2 times bigger than Teng Wei ):

Two Gods...

Here's worse, I'm 2 times of cassey [stoner]

2007-12-10T23:59:00.000-08:00

I realized something- I only start to revive my blog when I mature each time, but that doesn't mean that I'll stop blogging once this maturity point reaches its saturation kay.

I can't pon work tomorrow for soccer match, sorry guys. I knew I couldn't, just trying my luck when I asked my mummy. Good luck everyone!

Gonna start another day of work! Rushing with those fast-paced commuters, crazy I tell you! They work like there's no tomorrow, both genders all the same luh! Not gonna rush with them unless I'm late. Even when it's after office hour, they still rush like ants in a hot pot! Nuts...

Love is vandread (:

Another quote from the anime-Vandread

We keep stumbling on by trial and error, but it isn’t just for ourselves, it’s so we can leave some signpost for the people following in our footsteps.

SWEET EH!

2007-12-06T21:15:00.000-08:00

Back to blogging once again, I know that I'm not consistent with it but who cares.

[Blogging from work]

Been thinking about it... My secondary 4, to be more precise, towards the end of it, I came to realise that my life has been a miserable one. Discovering secrets which probably I wasn't suppose to know but still I did, and I rather I didn't know at all. Well, it certainly helped me to see through you and I thought I did but, later on, I got confused on what your motive was- to help me or to backstab me once again- Drifted. Even up till today, I still don't know whether to trust you or even.. whether to befriend you at all. Maybe it's just your personality, the way you want to socialise. Doesn't matter already- Drifted!

Vandread is such a brilliant anime, those out there should watch it luh. It taught me well, somehow. The phrases that they use are simply magnificent. [What's the point of being at the mercy of others, you can't lose as long as you don't give up]. [We have to take the path we have to take]. Isn't it nice? Haha.

There are certain things which I still don't understand about life and about some people but who cares, I'll live my life to the fullest to understand things which require an answer and to prove the meaning of my existence!